I’m awake, and today is gonna be a rough one. I have church then I go to etown for the day… To see my grandfather who is very very sick. I could lose him. At any moment. Because he has a weak heart and he could die. I’m so scared.
My mom is terrible. She’s crying and walking around in a daze. She has a panda bear that my grandpa gave her when she was little. She sleeps with it sometimes when she’s sick or something bad happens that’s how we know she’s upset… Well yesterday she carried it around.
My family is falling apart slowly and I have to sit back and watch it… It’s so hard.
I’m so upset. I hope to God he’s okay. Please let him live through tonight. Please.
My grandfathers in the ICU. I had to tell my mom and aunt. Worst feeling ever